Biggest Loser, Bull Crap, and Skinny Jeans?

So I don't even know that anyone reads these posts, and I guess it really doesn't matter because I am writing more for my benefit than for anyone else's. I enjoy this quite a bit, which kinda surprises me, which is probably why I have posted quite a bit of random posts which I'm not sure say very much of consequence, oh well...

My families biggest loser competition is ending this next week, and I'm behind my sister by several pounds and I'm pretty sure I won't catch up, although that isn't going to stop me from trying... This summer though, I am going to get into shape. I'm going to do it. I'm going to run the snow canyon half marathon in the fall, I'll be ready for it this time!! I am so utterly and completely sick of saying, "as soon as I get skinny again that would fit me" and "I can't wait until I get skinny again so I can wear that outfit again." Screw that, I'm so done with it. It's about time for the talk to be over. It is time for action. It's time to be wearing that cute outfit and buying clothes that I really like that fit me cute. It's time to stop being embarrassed because I'm overweight and it's time to become the right weight. It's time to change. I've made little starts here and there, but I never stick with it. This time I am going to. Maybe this sounds weird and all, but it's one of my biggest wishes to be skinny by the time that Josh gets home from his mission. So I have exactly one year and one week to do so. So ready or not, it's time to say goodbye to all that ridiculous extra fat and weight, and hello to a brand new me who has never looked more fantastic.